I turned 20, a day ago.
Does it feel any different? No.
Has it brought along the ‘lightning bolt’ that will strike-and-reveal-life-secrets-to-me? No.
Does my life still seem clueless as ever? Yes.
I never really expected the big ‘two oh’ to bring in some clarity into my ambiguous life. It’s just the fact that I’ve spent two decades on Earth and I’m still clueless. Another three months and I’ll be graduating. That is even scarier.
What am I doing? What do I want to do? To be honest I don’t have answers to any of those.
All I know for sure right now is that I’m neither a teenager nor technically an adult yet. Wow, couldn’t get more confusing, could it?
Your 20’s are said to be the years you make decisions, good and bad. These decisions are the ones that give a rudimentary shape to your life. But how are you supposed to make those decisions?
I don’t know what the future has in store and neither do I want to know. What’s the fun in knowing beforehand, right?
Instead of over analysing this, what I’m going to do is take a deep breath and live one day at a time.
Cheers to being 20 and clueless!
Until next time,